Every Time

It happens like this every time

But more frequently now

When did it get this bad?

How did you get this way?

But in a way I understand

I used to be that way too

But it was different

Because I kept it all inside

But you don't, do you?

You scream it for the world

While you're running the streets

Does it help?

It's only getting worse

I never wanted this for you

I don't want it for you now

I wish I could just bring a solution

It's hard sitting here

Just watching

A part of me dies for you

Every single time

But you don't care

You don't see

No matter how hard I try

No matter what I do

I pray that you find

The freedom I have found

Freedom from hate

Freedom to forgive

But for now

Every time I will be here

Watching and praying

That it all will end